First Baseball Game...Darn

I found out that I was to starting pitch our teams first  baseball game. I was sooooo excited!!! So I fought the other team, with great pitching, but guess what? I had no defensive support. Play after play we made silly errors that just were outright messed up. Why? Because our team doesn't use tryouts to get players. We welcome players who just want to play for fun, but aren't very good. The coaching is amazing but I wish we could get rid of some players. I was pulled  out of the game when it was tied at 5. Another pitcher was put in and I thought he would be able to hold the game..... nope... we lost 17 to 12. I have a 0 ERA bc I didn't cause any of the runs.... *sigh* I wish it wasn't that way.