First Baseball Game...Darn

I found out that I was to starting pitch our teams first  baseball game. I was sooooo excited!!! So I fought the other team, with great pitching, but guess what? I had no defensive support. Play after play we made silly errors that just were outright messed up. Why? Because our team doesn't use tryouts to get players. We welcome players who just want to play for fun, but aren't very good. The coaching is amazing but I wish we could get rid of some players. I was pulled  out of the game when it was tied at 5. Another pitcher was put in and I thought he would be able to hold the game..... nope... we lost 17 to 12. I have a 0 ERA bc I didn't cause any of the runs.... *sigh* I wish it wasn't that way.

Easter this year, i'm tired

After accolyting at the easter vigil service at my church last night, I was tired. The service lasted late but it was very cool!! I love to accolyte and it was worth it since I was scheduled to accolyte at the 8:45 service on easter morning. Some people jok that i overwork myself. I just really like to accolyte. I cant get over the fact though that easter has changed so much. The real meaning of easter has died out in many cities and its pictured as a day of candy, pictures with the easter bunny, and easter egg hunts. Thats not what its about. Many meet with family still and thats good but its startling.